” My soul is from elsewhere, I am sure of that, and I intend to end up there.” Rumi
I rise. As I leave the weight of my body and of the material world behind I feel a euphoria I have not experienced since putting on this personality. Leaving the physical manifestation behind feels like music sounds. I rise. I rise and all is love. Fear no longer exists. I am weightless where I had no idea there was weight. There is a cloak of fear, a mantle of it that held me in my skin and once I am released it falls away and there is nothing left between my Self and pure bliss.
What I have seen as reality parts like a curtain and there is my home, right there. I experience recognition. This is my home. This is where I came from in the first place. How had I not remembered that? I am surprised at how close it has always been. The veil was very effective while I was in human form. Transparent from this other side, I am able to see whatever people and situations come to my mind. Past, present and future meld into one and all I need to do is cast my interest somewhere and I am there. Simply, instantly, I experience this most current lifetime. What was once experienced by mind is now experienced by Spirit. I see and hear and feel from every angle. All that I felt and experienced on earth, all that others felt and experienced, and all of the waves and ripples created by every situation. It is like a vast, musical arrangement and I hear the harmonious chords of each relationship played… a symphony of love and light.
I am still wearing the vestiges of human consciousness and can see that my human mind created every moment of discomfort, drama, pain and fear that I experienced. I am amazed that I was so attached to the pain that I forgot how to allow the Divine to flow into my moments. I have a knowing that my purpose in this lifetime was to find my voice. I watch the pivotal moments as they fleet through the movie of my now Spirit mind. So many opportunities to be authentic and to speak my truth and I watch as my human self cowered, hiding behind the mask of acceptability. So many growth opportunities squandered. There is no judgment, either from my Self, or from the guides that surround me. I know that Life is our biggest challenge and that I will be given many more opportunities to grow.
I wonder if next time I will remember. Will I know that the veil shrouds the truth and that the truth is utterly simple? The only trick to fulfilling my life’s purpose is to feel good. Just that. Feeling good allows the divine river to flow and that wonderfully swift current journeys us through lessons and experiences that bring us to our Purpose. Whatever lesson plan we have devised for ourselves will flow to us faster and easier through joyful means.
It is when we allow our human fears, doubts and wrong thinking to freeze us into inaction that the Spirit team will step in and help us along by giving us the traumatic catalysts for change, like loss, humiliation, imprisonment, despair, or any number of other triggers. From this new perspective I understand that floating on the river of joy is so much more effective than being kicked along the shore. The destination remains the same, even if the journey seems vastly different.
Would I choose to learn my lessons through trauma or learn my lessons through joy? No brainer. Next time I pick joy.
Gosh I hope I remember that.